And as the tsunami hit, I look around for your beautiful eyes wishing to say goodbye as I knew this would be our last few minutes in this world. The wave struck hard before your eyes met mine, my last thought, "Goodbye, my love", forever silenced on my lips.
Everyone always says "If you ever need me, I'll be there." But when I do need someone, when I crying my eyes out in the corner thinking of bringing the blade out once again, when I can't find the motivation to get out of bed, when nothing feels right and all I want to do is cry and have someone tell me it's okay, nobody's there. Never. So how am I supposed to believe you when you say "Trust me, I'll be there no matter what. All you have to do is call.", but when I do call, you're busy or ignore the ringing? How am I supposed to tell you when something is wrong when you never listen for the goddamn ringing?
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