Rewriting The Stars

You always say  I deserve the very best.  Not believing you are.  But you are the best.  You are all I think of.  You are perfect  without even knowing it.  You are all I want.  You.  You.  You. 

Hold me, I'm lost without you. Wrap your arms around my waist and don't let me go. Because it's always the same story: strangers then soulmates then strangers once again. I don't want to be caught in that again. So why don't we try to break that cycle and don't become strangers ever again. I've tasted nectar and I never want to go back to water.

CM, Things you should probably know if you love me: I'm messed up and complicated and I have many problems. I will keep them from you and you will be pissed when you find out that I hid them from you.  You won't be able to put up with me or my issues at times. Hell I barely can and it's mine.  I will break your heart multiple times. Because I don't know how to stay happy.  You will get hurt loving me no matter what.  Though I will hurt you I will never let you go without fight. I made that mistake once and it's never going to happen again.  I love you. I love you so much  but I don't deserve anyone as perfect as you.                                                                               Love,                  ...

I like the person I am when I'm with you...and that's a big deal since I am incredibly self-critical and self-loathing.

Falling asleep to your voice is the best cure to nightmares and restless sleep.

Never ask what someone's favorite candy especially if you care about them. When ey leave and break your heart, you'll never be able to eat that candy again without thinking of their beautiful smile and mysterious eyes.

They say to go after my dreams not people, but what if you're my dreams?

"Good people are like candles-they burn themselves up to give others light." I guess that's why the good always die young, they burn themselves up too much for people who would never do the same for them.