You Are Everything

I’m scared. Because you’re everything. Fuck. You’re everything. Every stitch lacing up the holes in my skin, everything stopping me from cutting open any more. Every drop of rain hitting my cheeks so hard that the tears blur away. Everything bright in the galaxy. Everything that makes the world beautiful. Even though you don't see that, you are everything I love. Oh god it’s so beautiful when you’re around. I don’t know how to love someone with all of me because a lot of parts are missing but, Jesus fuck, I love you with all of me and more.

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"I'll Be There"

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Rewriting The Stars

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