Importance of Family

"I'll Be There"

Everyone always says "If you ever need me, I'll be there." But when I do need someone, when I crying my eyes out in the corner thinking of bringing the blade out once again, when I can't find the motivation to get out of bed, when nothing feels right and all I want to do is cry and have someone tell me it's okay, nobody's there. Never. So how am I supposed to believe you when you say "Trust me, I'll be there no matter what. All you have to do is call.", but when I do call, you're busy or ignore the ringing? How am I supposed to tell you when something is wrong when you never listen for the goddamn ringing?

My Late Confession

Maybe you light up my day. Maybe you make me smile through the darkness in my head. Maybe you make my stone cold heart beat again. Maybe you woke up the butterflies in my stomach and make them dance every time you touch me. Maybe I like you a hell of a lot more than I've let on but maybe I'm afraid to be close. Maybe it's because I'm afraid to lose you.

Peace in Chaos

In the chaos I found you, surrounded by the battle still raging on not a hair out of place. You stood out among the destruction and gore- looking so perfect with the glow of an angel. You rescued me from all the conflict I had grown so accustomed to. With you I fly to paradise, a place where the destruction has not reached. Though the war still rages on waiting for me to finish it, with you I lie peacefully. For once in my chaotic life, I feel safe.

Rewriting The Stars

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